UPDATE

So it has been quite a while since I last posted anything. But I am now a Junior in high school and I am taking 3 AP courses this year- English, Psychology, and Biology.
So far this school year has be straight up HELL!!!!
There is drama that had been going around about me that had been started by a little Freshman and then just A LOT of problems at home with my mom.
No things have yet to get better with shit at home... and if anything shit is a lot worse every day. But school as of right now is my escape from her and also softball.
My grades are HORRIBLE to me and I am doing my very best to get them all up and I think that I am doing a good job at it.
I think one of the biggest moments so far this school year, is that I found out who my true BEST FRIEND is. She is the most AMAZING PERSON E-V-E-R. I wish everyone was able to have a friend like her, she is so wise and kind and loving and she is just so amazing. She has been by my side trough EVERYTHING that has happened to me and she has guided me through it all and helped me trough life and I just love her so much she is not only just my friend but she is A LOT more like my sister.
I am still in band and this Saturday is actually our last band comp of the year, but what sucks is that on that same day it is also or schools senior football game and as of right now we are tied in first place with North Salinas HS and we play them on Saturday and the band is not going to be there because of out band comp.
I am just waiting for Christmas to come so I can get at least a little break from school, even though I already know that I will have a shit loads of homework during break but I mean at least I'll get to sleep in.
For boys, I currently have a boyfriend and he is the most sweetest and kindest person EVER. He's so adorable and he is so protective over me and I just feel so safe whenever I am around him. He is very incourageing towards me and he just makes me feel so special and he makes me feel safe from harm and overall he is just so freaking amazing and I love him so much. <3
Well, that is it for now and from now on I will do my absolute very best to post a lots more and I am hoping to post something late Sunday night about my weekend and how we did at the band comp and just how my weekend went in general.